i told you that i was always ok but i was never ok in the begininning and you believed me but for a short period of time and when i started crying you asked if i was ok and i told you that i was always ok but i was never ok in the beginning and you believed me but for a short period of time and when i started crying you asked if i was ok and i told you that i was always ok but i was never ok in the beginning

you couldnt see inside my head and you asked why i wasnt moving and i told you it was because i could feel death coming and i felt like you werent really there and that you were just a misty shadow lurking in my room because you couldnt see inside my head and you asked why i wasnt moving and i told you it was because i could feel death coming and i felt like you werent really there and that you were just a misty shadow lurking in my room because you couldnt see inside my head

you'd dry your eyes like porcelain plates and the plates had the same color consistancy as your eyes and when you serves me food on those plates they'd slip off the table and crack which made you sad so you'd dry your eyes like porcelain plates and the plates had the same color consistancy as your eyes and when you serves me food on those plates they'd slip off the table and crack which made you sad so you'd dry your eyes like porcelain plates and the plates had the same color consistancy as your eyes

and when i'd lay in a dark room at night i would shiver as i saw patterns and colors appear on my ceiling and my ceiling fan would fall down from my ceiling and i would be scared and there would be noone there to calm me when i was scared and when i'd lay in a dark room at night i would shiver as i saw patterns and colors appear on my ceiling and my ceiling fan would fall down from my ceiling and i would be scared and there would be noone there to calm me when i was scared and when i'd lay in a dark room at night i would shiver

and one night when i was lying alone in the darkness with my eyes closed i saw a bright light fade under my eyelids and the bright light grew colors and changed in hue and saturation and when i opened my eyes it was still there only brighter and i felt myself floating out of my bed into the bright light and i looked back and saw my body lying on my bed in a darker light than what was there before and i floated into a dark ethereal hole